A journey throught the rainbow of human emotion, experience and Divine cadence
Thursday, April 23, 2015
Natal Reading
Sun & Moon signs:
Aries in Cancer
The fiery steel of your will is tempered with the emotional and reclusive nature of watery Cancer, While the steam may seem a deterrent, those close you can simply enjoy your tempered warmth
*1st house
The mirror
The self /Id
No aspects
The first house being empty is like a blank page in a book, be creative.
*2nd house
Earthly Posessions
The Palm
The Moon in Aires sets the stage for the things you keep close to you, as they tend to be sentimental.
*Yet again the fiery nature of your inner voice is softened by a strong link to your emotions, giving you the ability to experience action as well as feeling, your ultimate 'Will Power' comes from your true self, your intuition a a conduit for emotion and action.
*3rd house
The tounge
Communication
Mercury in Pisces adds dept to your conversation by giving you the ability to
communicate your ambitions and blending yet again fire and water your emotional desires and you spoken ambition, lending itself to your reputation as a 'go getter'.
*4th house
The heart, and hearth
The kitchen table
Venus in Aquarius is the Goddess in the temple. The Goddess of love and beauty here gives your own heart deep capacity for love and emotional flow in a grounded foundation of self actuation. Harmonious pursuits give you a way to reach an equilibrium, and knowing your self and the value of what surrounds you.
*5th house
Pleasures
The skin
Mars in libra here suggest again you get what you want, fueling your pursuits of enjoyment of the senses, with balanced will and emotion, you will make the best of it. You will find the scales of your ambitions and desires easy to cary.
*6th house
Daily life
The desk calendar
Jupiter in Scorpio gives you daily endeavors an emotional surge, giving you the unique ability to turn a house into a home and filling it with what is close to your heart, its influence an anchor in the sea of possibilities.
*7th house
Relationships
Speed Dial
Saturn in Libra is the opportunity to work thru your life's toughest lessons, while learning how to work with those closest to you, giving your friends a chance to demonstrate their wisdom, and ways for you to balance your own wisdom with theirs.
*8th house
Intimacy
The bedroom
Uranus in Sagittarius gives you a unique avenue for self expression and exploring new ideas to keep the relationship mentally and physically
engaging, creating an adult playground.
*9th house
Philosophy
The mind
Neptune in Sagittarius here is the part of you that escapes to the dreamworld, and look at reality with a sense of wonder. Active imagination is a trait you cultivate and daydreaming can be troublesome if you're not careful, and avoid dwelling on negativity.
*10th house
Status
The ladder of success
No aspects
*11th house
Friendships
Speed Dial
Lilith in Sagittarius in your house of friendships gives you the opportunity to
gaze into the depths of your psyche by way of the relationships you keep, and working out personal issues, you endeavors often character lessons.
*12th house
The Unseen
The Closet
The Moons North node is Cancer is just another weapon in your arsenal of intuition, illuminating the depth of you emotions for careful navigation.
Know thy self is your shield and sword thru life.
Tuesday, June 25, 2013
Compatability Reading
Sun Signs:
S=******: Pisces (water)
Y=******: Capricorn (earth)
Hall of mirrors
House 1- the self
S - Venus in Capricorn (earth)
Y- NA= (No Aspects or blank)
With Venus presiding, the overall experience is enveloped in loving kindness and grounded in awareness.
The relationship, weather it be business or personal would be magnetized towards beauty, harmony and success.
Either in friendship or romance, S***** will be very affectionate and grounded. Business will be in tune with the greatest financial oportunities available which will gear the endeavors towards success. This placement shows balance or "give and take" will be important in maintaining that sucess.
The dinner table
House 6 - health and career/business
S-Uranus in Gemini (air)
Y- Sun,moon,mercury and *Vesta in Capricorn(earth)
Y***** dynamic placements in this house create a driving intuition that is reinforced with a grounded personal investment in achieving the days goals and striving to reach ideals guided by S****** unique insights. Forward momentum will be maintained by communication of new ideas.
Speed Dial
House 7-relationships
S-Pluto and Saturn in Leo (fire)
Y- NA
House 11-Facebook
S- Jupiter in Scorpio (water)
Y - NA
This particular placement is known as the lesson in loss. The harsh teacher (Saturn) and the harbringer of tramatic change (Pluto) suggest your relationships could be in constant flux as you may change partners quickly or get into new relationships often.The one thing that may be most important is being prepared to let go. Jupiter provides the strenght and wisdom needed to master the tasks.
The bedroom
House 8- sex
S- NA
Y-Mars in Aquarius (water)
Emotional passion and expression will be the main factor in the sexual aspects of the relationship with intimacy being fueled by Mars' tempered fire wich will produce steam!
Y***** may turn out to be the agressor in an intimate relationship as S***** will be most receptive due to his 8th house having no aspects.
The ladder of success
House 10- social status
S-Chrion in Scorpio(water)
Y- Lilith in Taurus (earth)
This placement will lend a cathartic aspect to endevors atempted by the both of you. *Chrion and the Lilith working together will add insights into the scar tissue that is present through out the climb to the top of the ladder and provide tools to master the climb.
***********Note ************ The numbers on the blue part of the wheel on the inside of the chart represents each house (or constellation/ sign- name of the constellation) where a planetary body is positioned so you can match up each house number in the email, with each house number on the chart . Each astreric in the reading is indicating an asteroid, and are strongly related to Goddess energies. The Lilith in the chart represents the relationship between the moon and the Earth, it shows a particular point in the chart where planetary energies have a clear channel into our etheric bodies, through the earth's emf field. These energies essentially follow the moon's gravitational pull right to the planet and you, and the Lililth can be a visual representations of its path. Any questions? Please dont hesitate to ask. I hope the reading was informative!
Monday, January 16, 2012
Friday, October 07, 2011
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Mother and Son
House 1: The Mirror
The self & prenatal condition
Planets: Mother: Jupiter in Aqu
Son: Jupiter in Tau
Mother: Jupiter here adds strenght and the capacity for growth to your over all personality. On your journey, it will be cultivated thru honesty, triumpth and learning. Its Aquarius aspect will focus your strenght thru your emotion
Son: Honor may top the list personailty traits here, as the planet's Earthly Taurus aspect can add strenght to the physical body making your son a prime canidate to follow in his Dads footsteps!
House 2: The Hand
posessions
Mother & Son, no aspects
House 3: The Mouth
Communication
Planets: Mother: Venus, *Lilith,*Pallas
Son: no aspects
Mother: The aspects here gives hidden access to emotions that may be hard to express, as Venus tempers your warrior's voice with loving kindness. Pallas represents your ability to stand up and speak for your self, Lilith (a celestial Goddess whos presence is indicated by the New Moon in your chart) provides access to deeper parts of your psyche is this area in life
House 4 : The Heart
The Hearth
Planets: Mother: n.node & Mercury in Tau, Sun & *Chrion in Gem;
Son: Mars in Can
Mother: Being a strong communicator is what keeps your home running as smooth as possible and this is where your presence will be seen and felt. Your home is the key componate to healing and learining lifes lessons and listening to your intuition
Son: The Master of Defence here suggest your son will lguard his emotions, but will also be a strong communicator to balance the plane'ts fiery nature with its watery aspect in cancer. Sensitive people tend to have this placement to give them an escape from emotional shells
House 5 : The Skin
Pleasure
Planets:Mother: *Ceres, Mars in Gem
Son: Mercury in Leo, Sun in Vir
Mother: This placement says you know how to have a good time and wont let anything stand in the way. You have many sides and some of your friends may not know the different ways you like to spend your time.
Son: With this placement it looks like your boy will always shine at the party, but in a good way thanks to Virgo's Earthly energy. Enjoyment is going to be his strongsuit and where he will put alot of his time and effort
House 6: Sunrise
Health, carreer & routine
Planets: Mother: no aspects
Son: Venus in Vir, Saturn in Lib
Son: Lessons in love will be what your son needs to learn the most, indicated by The Harsh teacher, Saturn. Perhaps learning to balance a relationship with career could prove tricky later in life, or the task of staying true to himself and commiting to a partner may be the challenge. His greatest lessons will be about the state of his own heart
House 7: The Dinner table
Relationships
Planet: Mother: no aspects
Son: Moon in Scorp
Son: This placement will give your son insight into the lives of those he calls friends or lovers, as The watery nature of both planets here fuel intuition and insight
House 8: The Wheel of Life
Sex
Planets: Mother: Moon in Vir
Son: n. node in Sag
The both of you have added intuition in this area giving you the chance to go after what you want to ensure you are with the right person.
Mother : insight can be strong for you when you are grounded
Son : insight for your son will be strongest when his thoughts are clear
House 9: The Mind
Philosophy
Planets: Mother: *Vesta in Lib
Son: Pluto in Scorp
Mopther: this placement indicates you have a unique perspective on life that not everyone knows about, and that you are able to balance mainsteam thinking and day to day life
Son: this placement for your son suggest that the way he will learn will be to have concepts and ideas broken down to understand them fully
House 10: The ladder of Success
Status
Planets: Mother: Saturn in Scorp
Son: *Pallas, *Vesta in Aqu
Mother: Your toughest lessons may revolve around your carrer or how you chose to earn a living and balance motherhood
Son: your son will have unique abilities in his chosen profession and will likely stay behind the sceens, and keep his professional life private as he will be connected to the way he earns a living in a personal way, adding to success to his carreer
House 11: SpeedDial
Friendships
Planets: Mother: Uranus in Scorp
Son: Neptune in Aqu, *Chrion in Pis
Mother: If your friends are bored, the can usualy turn to you for some great ideas to pass the time, as sharing ideas and feelings behind them is a srtongsuit in your friendships
Son: relationships will be a way for your son to escape the dulldrums of everyday life, with further insight fom Chrion the wounded healer, endeavors here will be healing ones
House 12 - The Closet
the unknown
Planets: Mother: Neptune in Cap
Son: *Ceres in Sag, Uranus & *Lillith in Air
This house can provided alot of insight into hidden problems. Both of you have placements that show things need ( and will ) to stay balanced in order to make sure the things you become involved in do not become adictive.
Your son will have to abbility to channel repressed emotion into positive situations with further insight from his Lillith
Asterics represent astroids in the chart and your Lillith is the palcement of the new moon in your chart giving you accees to the deeper parts of you psyche.
Any questions Just ask!
Intentionaly, Shea
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
July Birthday
House 1: The Mirror
The self & prenatal conditions
Planets: no aspects
House 2: The Hand
possessions
Planets: Moon, Sun, Jupiter
With enlightened and expanded elements in this house, intuition and self awareness play a large roll. Insight and personal power in communications shows people tend to learn alot from you and more apt to seek you for guidance. There is good balance to your personality which is well suited for success
House 3: The Mouth
Communication
Planet: Mercury
With The communicator in it home, this is your strong suit matters here will be taken care of efficiently. This is the area in which you will most likely be on the defensive if you feel you are right. You add power to your will when you speak of the things you want in life. This is a strong indicator to your career involvements
House 4 : The Heart
The Hearth
Planets: Mars, Venus & Saturn
With planets representing communication, Love/harmony & learning, these are to be the pillars of your home. Beware the Task master, as Saturn (The harsh Teacher) sits here and represents the place we must learn our toughest lessons in life. Accomplishing this task could guide you to the fourth pillar for stability in your environment.
House 5 : The Skin
Pleasure
Planet: Pluto
Pluto here lend its powerfully transformative energies to suggest that finding new discoveries and learning will bring you pleasure and you should be more than comfortable with change as long as its positive. The mysteries of life are somewhat intriguing to you as learning about them adds to a good experience when applied in appropriate situations
House 6: Sunrise
Health, career & routine
Planets: Uranus
Focused on health, Uranus here lend its powerfully transformative energies to suggest that you will seek alternatives to health issues and trust your own judgment when it comes to your health. Your independent effects show thru here as you try to keep the day to day from being to vanilla, and find unique ways to express yourself thru your environment
House 7: The Lovers
Relationships
Planet: Neptune
The other planet of dreams here suggest your personal relationships can be an idealistic, intense escape nurtured by your deepest fantasies or an addiction until the connection becomes rooted in reality.
House 8: The Wheel
Sex
Planets: no aspects
House 9: The Mind
Philosophy
Planets: no aspects
House 10: The ladder of Success
Status
Planets: no aspects
House 11: SpeedDial
Friendships
Planets: no aspects
House 12: Under the Rug
The unknown
Asteroid: Chrion
With the Wounded Healer working behind the scenes, you will get the chance to recuperate from hardships internally before you make a conscious effort. On a deeper level, this could be that chance to heal from another lifetime. With the healer in your secret arsenal, you will seem to stay motivated to move forward.
Also,
Your Lilith (physical path of Moon from full to new) lands in your second house, and with it a chance to harness the energies there.
Hope this was beneficial, and feedback welcome!
Take care Dylan
Intentionally, Shea
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
A friends Chart

03/24/1985 03:28
Julian day 2446148.98Adjust 8.00 ST 15.47
Lat 32.43 Long 117.09Zodiac in degrees 0.00 Placidus Orb:0Sun Aries 3.47 Ascendant Aquarius 12.59 *Sun in house II Moon Taurus 6.03 II Pisces 25.39 *Moon in house III Mercury Aries 18.39 R III Taurus 1.28* Mercury in house II Venus Aries 19.58 R IV Taurus 28.58 * Venus in house II Mars Taurus 6.43 V Gemini 22.10 * Mars in house III Jupiter Aquarius 9.38 VI Cancer 15.14 * Jupiter in house XII Saturn Scorpio 27.53 R VII Leo 12.59 *Saturn in house IX Uranus Sagittarius 17.59 R VIII Virgo 25.39 *Uranus in Midheaven Neptune Capricorn 3.36 IX Scorpio 1.28 *Neptune in house XI Pluto Scorpio 4.09 R Midheaven Scorpio 28.58 *Pluto in house IX Lilith Aries 22.13 XI Sagittarius 22.10 *Lilith in II Asc node Taurus 19.17 XII Capricorn 15.14 *Asc node in III**************************************************************************************************
Natal Interpretation
House 1- House of Self
No aspects
House 2- House of Acquisitions
Planets:
The Sun
Mercury
Venus
Asterois:
Pallas
Sign:
Aries
A strong, passionate voice here insures that when it comes to the things you want in life, your voice is heard loud and clear and the more you speak positively it, the more likely it is to happen.
With Aries influencing all planets here, strong willed couldnt begin to describe you! The Sun's masculine energies and Venus's influence provide a firm but loving tone to speak your truth.
Venus rules attractions of all sorts, and Mercury communication, giving the things you talk about magnetism , and a way to be drawn into your life.
Communication is often the first step when you set your goals, giving you accountability to make it happen, and key in getting what you want and need out of your connections in life.
Pallas Athene in this house gives you the ability to put in your surrounding the things that will make your house a testimony to your journey, a reminder of your purpose futher balancing the Suns masculine energy, guiding you with nurturing wisdom as you strive for success.
House 3 - Communication
Planets:
The moon
Mars
Sign:Taurus
With the Moon and Mars is Taurus, you are provided with yet another position of balance between masculine and feminine expression, and a grounded strenght to your nature on your path to speaking your truth and achieving your goals. and the placement creates a balanced relationship with your second house, ensuring drive on your path to success, and commitment to being honest.
* House - Heart and Home
Asteroids:
Ceres and Chrion
Ceres or The Great Mother and The Wounded healer in this house give you the ability to fullfil your role as a Mother and provide a sanctuary to recovery from the harsh lessons learned on your journey.
*Houses 5- 7
No aspects
*House 8 - Sex
Asteroid:
Juno
Here The Goddess of marriage suggest that you could be in the frame of mind when it comes you your chosen partner, but truth and honest are not to be forgotton, as your relationships have potential to be lifelong and truly meaningful.
Now heres where it gets interesting
*House 9 - Philosophy
Planets:
Pluto
Saturn
Asteroid:
Vesta
Sign
Scorpio
Pluto and Saturn here are very influential, and together usual represent a lesson in loss. Saturn the Harsh Teacher and Pluto The Destroyer represent an area of life where you will learn your TOUGHEST lesson, and transform your life.
In the house of philosophy, this could point to a chance to free your self from old schools of thought that no longer benefit your life, less you forgo the lesson and refuse to experience growth in life. this combination is significant in that it could be an indication as to where you will reach a cross roads in life leading to major life altering choices, and Scorpio's dual nature between fire and water suggest the cross roads will point to your will and emotions being at odds until the changes are made.
*House 10 - Status
Planets:
Uranus
Sign:
SagitariusUranus in Sagitarius here gives you the chance to stand apart from the flock to fully follow your own dreams. Uranus represents independence and insight, giving you the ability to tap into original thoughts. By folllowing your own insight, your own truth, Uranus in the charts is also an area of great change, deconstructing old concepts to let a new understanding of your goals take place.
House 11 - Friendships
Planets:
Neptune
Sign:
Capricorn
Neptune here suggest that your relationships can often take kn escapist tendencies, as Neptune is the planet of dreams, fantasy and vices ( addictions)
Your intuitive, emotional nature will give your relationships special connection, as you embark on a whimsical journey to find ways of dealing with the day yo day. Grounded in Capricorn, you can trust your journey to be adventurous instead of addictive!
House 12 - The Unknown
Planets: Jupiter
Sign:
Aquarius
Jupiter here represents hidden strenght but in a big way. Jupiter's expansive nature can bring about a way to bolster the best parts of your hidden talents, as you journey thry life, residing in place untapped untill needed. If you stangnate, Jupiter's presence could represent a fear of your own strenght.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Natal Sound Trak

The girl the sky built... " If men are from Mars then this bitch is from Jupiter!!"
What do you want - Pink Floyd * Soldier of love - Sade *Sacrifice - Prince
* House 1 = Self
Trouble; Pink - Try this
Trak # 2; N' DeGeO'cello - Plantation lullabys
Big Time, Peter G - So
*House 2 = Posessions
Filthty rich ; PM Dawn - Bliss
*House 3 = Communication
Keep talking; Pihk Floyd - Pulse
Blood on the ground; Incubus - Morning view
Renegade; M&M - Get ur Guns
*House 4 = Heart & Home
If you lived here you'd be home now; No Doubt - Return to Saturn
*House 5 = Pleasure
Cuz I can; Pink - Im not Dead
*House 6 = Health
Warning!; Incubus - Morning view
Dig; Incubus - Light Granades
R U IN ?; Incubus - Morning view
*House 7 = Relationships
All alone; Gorillas - demon days
Hey You; Pink Floyd - Pulse
Quicksand; Incubus - Light Grenades
*House 8 = Sex
Conversations; Pink - Im not Dead
Melt wit U; Prince - NPG
Danger zone; Gwen Stephani - Love music angel baby
*House 9 = Philosophy
Fuck you; Rage - evil empire
Idiot box; Incubus - Science
Privilege; Incubus - Make your self
*House 10 = Status
Unwritten; Natasha Benifelld
*House 11 = Friends
Raining cats & dogs; PM Dawn - Bliss
Wish you were here - Pink Floyd - Pulse
White light; Gorrilas - demon days
*House 12 = The unseen/ Unknown
Are we the last?; Gorrilas - demon days
Under My umbrella; Incubus - Morning view
Three chains o gold; Prince - NPG
Dont get lost in Heaven; Gorrilas - demon days
Seven; Prince - NPG
Monday, June 02, 2008
Beth
The Magician
In the throws of change, still in flux, I am faced with the things I need to change in my life right now. Right now, my focus is removing obstacles between me and my goals. But what was strange, when I looked to see what my obstacle was, it was my reflection I saw, so I have set out to change this.So I search. And Ive found that so far, my life's experience is telling me that Im holding myself back, Im hiding. Because of my diferences, Ive always felt that in order to be tolerated by others, I needed to quell my intelect, my emotions, my gifts, even my own beauty! A day that was emotionaly trying for me uncovered this for me, as I walked in the front door one day, and so after had a conversation with my then roommate who had a problem dealing with my giddy beahvaior... ( this comming form a woman who takes everything out on every one eles) and told me I needed to learn how to deal with my problems. I told her I was dealing with it and pointed out that I wasnt crying on her shoulder.. and told her "Ok. the next time I see you in tears Ill tell you I dont want to deal with it. " At least my outburst was positive !... And I cant take it any more. It seems my life's dream is requiring a bigger commitment that I once thought, and I am adapting to that. Ive also had the chance to learn more about myself, a seemingly nessesary step in order to move on ...Which in turns brings me to The Magician, a card representing a person utlizing their gifts, proficiantly, communing with nature, a place I know I need to be in life, a reminder of the task at hand.
In the throws of change, still in flux, I am faced with the things I need to change in my life right now. Right now, my focus is removing obstacles between me and my goals. But what was strange, when I looked to see what my obstacle was, it was my reflection I saw, so I have set out to change this.So I search. And Ive found that so far, my life's experience is telling me that Im holding myself back, Im hiding. Because of my diferences, Ive always felt that in order to be tolerated by others, I needed to quell my intelect, my emotions, my gifts, even my own beauty! A day that was emotionaly trying for me uncovered this for me, as I walked in the front door one day, and so after had a conversation with my then roommate who had a problem dealing with my giddy beahvaior... ( this comming form a woman who takes everything out on every one eles) and told me I needed to learn how to deal with my problems. I told her I was dealing with it and pointed out that I wasnt crying on her shoulder.. and told her "Ok. the next time I see you in tears Ill tell you I dont want to deal with it. " At least my outburst was positive !... And I cant take it any more. It seems my life's dream is requiring a bigger commitment that I once thought, and I am adapting to that. Ive also had the chance to learn more about myself, a seemingly nessesary step in order to move on ...Which in turns brings me to The Magician, a card representing a person utlizing their gifts, proficiantly, communing with nature, a place I know I need to be in life, a reminder of the task at hand.
Monday, September 24, 2007
Cheth
The Heirophant
At the introduction to the class, discussing the materials, we as a group shared a bit about our sorrounding influences. More than a few of us seemed to be facing issues about being ourselves. When we selected a Tarot card, The Heirophant, we definately realized that the truth had been spoken. As we were instructed to study at our own pace, my focus began to shift to a card and corresponding path indicated by an area of the body that tells me I need to work on this.
So, on a personal level I first thought of the left side of my body, where I have the most problems. Picking the shoulder, I was led to The Chariot. I felt that by examining it I should be able to find what is needed for healing, and apply it. Taking a look at this card, for me it reveals a need for me to decide what vehicle I need to utilize to acheive my goals and reach my destianton confidently.
I conducted the workbook stepping into the now, and all questions were answered positively! For the ritual, I looked no further than the household cat, noting that animals seemed most content when they do what they do best, watching, stalking, eating, sleeping and cavorting about, no lofty aspirations, just a need for survival and a desire to stay dirty, as it seems animals become disconteneted when they lose the sent of outdoors. Her name is Smokey, a grey indoor cat, never realy venturing past the threshold of the balcony of the second story apartment we lived in unless my roommates or myself were out with her. But in recent months she has become very insisstant about exploring more of the outside, crying at the door untill she gets let out weather she was alone or not, wich is something none of us saw comming untill she is in front of us DEMANDING TO GO OUT!!! ;)
My moment of focus yeilded a strong desire to change my surroundings, and it made sense.
At the introduction to the class, discussing the materials, we as a group shared a bit about our sorrounding influences. More than a few of us seemed to be facing issues about being ourselves. When we selected a Tarot card, The Heirophant, we definately realized that the truth had been spoken. As we were instructed to study at our own pace, my focus began to shift to a card and corresponding path indicated by an area of the body that tells me I need to work on this.
So, on a personal level I first thought of the left side of my body, where I have the most problems. Picking the shoulder, I was led to The Chariot. I felt that by examining it I should be able to find what is needed for healing, and apply it. Taking a look at this card, for me it reveals a need for me to decide what vehicle I need to utilize to acheive my goals and reach my destianton confidently.
I conducted the workbook stepping into the now, and all questions were answered positively! For the ritual, I looked no further than the household cat, noting that animals seemed most content when they do what they do best, watching, stalking, eating, sleeping and cavorting about, no lofty aspirations, just a need for survival and a desire to stay dirty, as it seems animals become disconteneted when they lose the sent of outdoors. Her name is Smokey, a grey indoor cat, never realy venturing past the threshold of the balcony of the second story apartment we lived in unless my roommates or myself were out with her. But in recent months she has become very insisstant about exploring more of the outside, crying at the door untill she gets let out weather she was alone or not, wich is something none of us saw comming untill she is in front of us DEMANDING TO GO OUT!!! ;)
My moment of focus yeilded a strong desire to change my surroundings, and it made sense.
Sunday, May 20, 2007
The Crown Chakra
Focus: Crown
The upper end of the central power channel, the thousand petaled lotus.
A connection with the divine, the gift of healing, inner peace .
By taking a look at the atributed for this chakra, a desire to keep my connection was strong, and I am able to see how inportant it is to me and my life. The most pressing issue being putting me in the right situation so I dont have to leave that part of my life behind. Its what started me on my current path. Its easy to see where the need for healing is in y life, and leaving that part of my life behind that was most important to me caused me a great deal of pain. Being at the other end of the situation looking back, I see that I had to learn abit more about myself, reafirming my beliefes, and it couldnt have happened at a better time...
Mood:7 NRG : 7
The upper end of the central power channel, the thousand petaled lotus.
A connection with the divine, the gift of healing, inner peace .
By taking a look at the atributed for this chakra, a desire to keep my connection was strong, and I am able to see how inportant it is to me and my life. The most pressing issue being putting me in the right situation so I dont have to leave that part of my life behind. Its what started me on my current path. Its easy to see where the need for healing is in y life, and leaving that part of my life behind that was most important to me caused me a great deal of pain. Being at the other end of the situation looking back, I see that I had to learn abit more about myself, reafirming my beliefes, and it couldnt have happened at a better time...
Mood:7 NRG : 7
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
A new Vision
The Brow Chakra
Focus: command ; Wisdom ; inspiration
With this focus, I have taken the opportunity to reexamine my outlook, ideal and plan for my life. Recent events have given me reason to reevaluate even me. A constant struggle to reach what I thought was my Ideal, only to learn I held back the most important parts of my self, and I finaly reached a point where I truly want to share my gifts with the world, and it seems to be opening up for me.
Been dealing with a few health issues that have made me realized this... so im a truly greatful, now i have a better understanding of me...
mood: 9 : NRG: 6
Focus: command ; Wisdom ; inspiration
With this focus, I have taken the opportunity to reexamine my outlook, ideal and plan for my life. Recent events have given me reason to reevaluate even me. A constant struggle to reach what I thought was my Ideal, only to learn I held back the most important parts of my self, and I finaly reached a point where I truly want to share my gifts with the world, and it seems to be opening up for me.
Been dealing with a few health issues that have made me realized this... so im a truly greatful, now i have a better understanding of me...
mood: 9 : NRG: 6
Saturday, March 10, 2007
The Truth of my Ultimate expression
The Throat Chakra
Focus; communication and expression
On the tail end of a good look @my heart, (literaly! ) I am now faced with the truth of my ultimate expression... and I feel like this will be the key. Things still a bit hectic, and dealing with a few health issues, Im taking it easy and taking the chance to wax introspective. Still feeling harried and riding a wave of positivity...
Activity has started... I met some one a few days ago, who asked me what m definition of time was... and used to model... go figure... I am rethinking alot of things right now... and I am filled with a strong desire to get away... still searching abit I guess..
Mood : 7 : NRG : 6
Focus; communication and expression
On the tail end of a good look @my heart, (literaly! ) I am now faced with the truth of my ultimate expression... and I feel like this will be the key. Things still a bit hectic, and dealing with a few health issues, Im taking it easy and taking the chance to wax introspective. Still feeling harried and riding a wave of positivity...
Activity has started... I met some one a few days ago, who asked me what m definition of time was... and used to model... go figure... I am rethinking alot of things right now... and I am filled with a strong desire to get away... still searching abit I guess..
Mood : 7 : NRG : 6
Friday, February 23, 2007
The gift: 3 am etrernal
Heart chakra
Focus : spiritual acent.
A pretty hectic week, looking at letting go of expectations that lead to nowhere... Money issues have got me thinking...I have realized that the life I want is going to require a bigger commitment from me than I thought.Which is fine by me...Contemplating unveling as it were ... but I dont think that is the answer. Because I know that I can be who I am, but I want to be able to be seen for who I am on the inside tooI am also realizing that I want to make a change from being a consumer to being a producer.
The next thing on my plate, is a return to all things sacred, and I am looking forward to it. The key seems to be being who I am with out holding back, and getting past the pain.
week 6 : mood :7 : NRG 7
Focus : spiritual acent.
A pretty hectic week, looking at letting go of expectations that lead to nowhere... Money issues have got me thinking...I have realized that the life I want is going to require a bigger commitment from me than I thought.Which is fine by me...Contemplating unveling as it were ... but I dont think that is the answer. Because I know that I can be who I am, but I want to be able to be seen for who I am on the inside tooI am also realizing that I want to make a change from being a consumer to being a producer.
The next thing on my plate, is a return to all things sacred, and I am looking forward to it. The key seems to be being who I am with out holding back, and getting past the pain.
week 6 : mood :7 : NRG 7
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Tales from the flip side of the Rainbow: prt 2
February
Focus :The Solar Plexus : Personal Power
Still in the throws of upheaveal, but this time, there is a lot more emotion than I was acustomed to deaking with. Its been a very cold winter, and my body has taking its toll. Things tend to temper themselves out when I relax and literaly go with the flow. Valentine's Day just passed so I am RAW...
It feels like I am where Ive been before... but also different... This time I am able to dig deep. I know I want to make it throuigh this... Still adrit on memory bliss and taking things as the come. Work is steady and unchallenging... wich monopolized most or my efforts for week four. I have a nagging feeling that I am trying to fix something that cant be fixed. And a startiling realazation as to how much damage Ive endured.
Not agreeing with a certain mindset.. but understanding, aproaching a few decisions. The main focal point is unveiling ...
Week 5 : mood :8 : NRG: 7
Focus :The Solar Plexus : Personal Power
Still in the throws of upheaveal, but this time, there is a lot more emotion than I was acustomed to deaking with. Its been a very cold winter, and my body has taking its toll. Things tend to temper themselves out when I relax and literaly go with the flow. Valentine's Day just passed so I am RAW...
It feels like I am where Ive been before... but also different... This time I am able to dig deep. I know I want to make it throuigh this... Still adrit on memory bliss and taking things as the come. Work is steady and unchallenging... wich monopolized most or my efforts for week four. I have a nagging feeling that I am trying to fix something that cant be fixed. And a startiling realazation as to how much damage Ive endured.
Not agreeing with a certain mindset.. but understanding, aproaching a few decisions. The main focal point is unveiling ...
Week 5 : mood :8 : NRG: 7
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Tales from the flip side of the Rainbow
Well, I think its time to let you know that I have made a few changes today, am I am know in counseling, so the following will be a recount of the therapy.
I stating this month, and I am using a working book called "The 7 healing chakras" in which I examine issues in my life and relate them to a root issue in life that corresponds to the developmental phase ( age ) of the specific chakra that governs that area of life ...
January - The begining
Focus: Root chakra : survival
To start off, I was feeling a little underwhelmed at the whole idea after the third session ... Then I dug into the workbook ... I was able to identify an emotion that caused me to block out dealing with my mother.
Right now my friends are in the throws of personal flair ups, and my life is starting to temper it's self out. There are some issues clouding my day to day, as I have met some one, and Im getting curous, after weeks of contention things are finaly starting to make me smile!
Week 1- 3: Mood :8 NRG: low - averge
Foucus: Sacral chakra: Emotion
Have been pretty jovial this past few weeks, the pressure's off, and Im taking an opportunity to get back into the swing of things...Lots of good movies this past week and I start work tomorrow... things feel like they are still abit on the touchy side with the roommate thing, stayed busy and hung out with friends.
Week 4: Mood 8 : NRG : Average - good
I stating this month, and I am using a working book called "The 7 healing chakras" in which I examine issues in my life and relate them to a root issue in life that corresponds to the developmental phase ( age ) of the specific chakra that governs that area of life ...
January - The begining
Focus: Root chakra : survival
To start off, I was feeling a little underwhelmed at the whole idea after the third session ... Then I dug into the workbook ... I was able to identify an emotion that caused me to block out dealing with my mother.
Right now my friends are in the throws of personal flair ups, and my life is starting to temper it's self out. There are some issues clouding my day to day, as I have met some one, and Im getting curous, after weeks of contention things are finaly starting to make me smile!
Week 1- 3: Mood :8 NRG: low - averge
Foucus: Sacral chakra: Emotion
Have been pretty jovial this past few weeks, the pressure's off, and Im taking an opportunity to get back into the swing of things...Lots of good movies this past week and I start work tomorrow... things feel like they are still abit on the touchy side with the roommate thing, stayed busy and hung out with friends.
Week 4: Mood 8 : NRG : Average - good
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