Thursday, February 15, 2007

Tales from the flip side of the Rainbow: prt 2

February
Focus :The Solar Plexus :
Personal Power
Still in the throws of upheaveal, but this time, there is a lot more emotion than I was acustomed to deaking with. Its been a very cold winter, and my body has taking its toll. Things tend to temper themselves out when I relax and literaly go with the flow. Valentine's Day just passed so I am RAW...

It feels like I am where Ive been before... but also different... This time I am able to dig deep. I know I want to make it throuigh this... Still adrit on memory bliss and taking things as the come. Work is steady and unchallenging... wich monopolized most or my efforts for week four. I have a nagging feeling that I am trying to fix something that cant be fixed. And a startiling realazation as to how much damage Ive endured.
Not agreeing with a certain mindset.. but understanding, aproaching a few decisions. The main focal point is unveiling ...

Week 5 : mood :8 : NRG: 7


Saturday, January 27, 2007

Tales from the flip side of the Rainbow

Well, I think its time to let you know that I have made a few changes today, am I am know in counseling, so the following will be a recount of the therapy.
I stating this month, and I am using a working book called "The 7 healing chakras" in which I examine issues in my life and relate them to a root issue in life that corresponds to the developmental phase ( age ) of the specific chakra that governs that area of life ...

January - The begining
Focus: Root chakra : survival
To start off, I was feeling a little underwhelmed at the whole idea after the third session ... Then I dug into the workbook ... I was able to identify an emotion that caused me to block out dealing with my mother.
Right now my friends are in the throws of personal flair ups, and my life is starting to temper it's self out. There are some issues clouding my day to day, as I have met some one, and Im getting curous, after weeks of contention things are finaly starting to make me smile!

Week 1- 3: Mood :8 NRG: low - averge
Foucus: Sacral chakra: Emotion
Have been pretty jovial this past few weeks, the pressure's off, and Im taking an opportunity to get back into the swing of things...Lots of good movies this past week and I start work tomorrow... things feel like they are still abit on the touchy side with the roommate thing, stayed busy and hung out with friends.
Week 4: Mood 8 : NRG : Average - good