Sunday, May 20, 2007

The Crown Chakra

Focus: Crown
The upper end of the central power channel, the thousand petaled lotus.
A connection with the divine, the gift of healing, inner peace .
By taking a look at the atributed for this chakra, a desire to keep my connection was strong, and I am able to see how inportant it is to me and my life. The most pressing issue being putting me in the right situation so I dont have to leave that part of my life behind. Its what started me on my current path. Its easy to see where the need for healing is in y life, and leaving that part of my life behind that was most important to me caused me a great deal of pain. Being at the other end of the situation looking back, I see that I had to learn abit more about myself, reafirming my beliefes, and it couldnt have happened at a better time...
Mood:7 NRG : 7

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

A new Vision

The Brow Chakra
Focus: command ; Wisdom ; inspiration
With this focus, I have taken the opportunity to reexamine my outlook, ideal and plan for my life. Recent events have given me reason to reevaluate even me. A constant struggle to reach what I thought was my Ideal, only to learn I held back the most important parts of my self, and I finaly reached a point where I truly want to share my gifts with the world, and it seems to be opening up for me.
Been dealing with a few health issues that have made me realized this... so im a truly greatful, now i have a better understanding of me...
mood: 9 : NRG: 6

Saturday, March 10, 2007

The Truth of my Ultimate expression

The Throat Chakra
Focus; communication and expression
On the tail end of a good look @my heart, (literaly! ) I am now faced with the truth of my ultimate expression... and I feel like this will be the key. Things still a bit hectic, and dealing with a few health issues, Im taking it easy and taking the chance to wax introspective. Still feeling harried and riding a wave of positivity...

Activity has started... I met some one a few days ago, who asked me what m definition of time was... and used to model... go figure... I am rethinking alot of things right now... and I am filled with a strong desire to get away... still searching abit I guess..
Mood : 7 : NRG : 6

Friday, February 23, 2007

The gift: 3 am etrernal

Heart chakra
Focus : spiritual acent.
A pretty hectic week, looking at letting go of expectations that lead to nowhere... Money issues have got me thinking...I have realized that the life I want is going to require a bigger commitment from me than I thought.Which is fine by me...Contemplating unveling as it were ... but I dont think that is the answer. Because I know that I can be who I am, but I want to be able to be seen for who I am on the inside tooI am also realizing that I want to make a change from being a consumer to being a producer.
The next thing on my plate, is a return to all things sacred, and I am looking forward to it. The key seems to be being who I am with out holding back, and getting past the pain.
week 6 : mood :7 : NRG 7