The gift: 3 am etrernal

Heart chakra
Focus : spiritual acent.
A pretty hectic week, looking at letting go of expectations that lead to nowhere... Money issues have got me thinking...I have realized that the life I want is going to require a bigger commitment from me than I thought.Which is fine by me...Contemplating unveling as it were ... but I dont think that is the answer. Because I know that I can be who I am, but I want to be able to be seen for who I am on the inside tooI am also realizing that I want to make a change from being a consumer to being a producer.
The next thing on my plate, is a return to all things sacred, and I am looking forward to it. The key seems to be being who I am with out holding back, and getting past the pain.
week 6 : mood :7 : NRG 7

Tales from the flip side of the Rainbow: prt 2

February
Focus :The Solar Plexus : Personal Power
Still in the throws of upheaveal, but this time, there is a lot more emotion than I was acustomed to deaking with. Its been a very cold winter, and my body has taking its toll. Things tend to temper themselves out when I relax and literaly go with the flow. Valentine's Day just passed so I am RAW...
It feels like I am where Ive been before... but also different... This time I am able to dig deep. I know I want to make it throuigh this... Still adrit on memory bliss and taking things as the come. Work is steady and unchallenging... wich monopolized most or my efforts for week four. I have a nagging feeling that I am trying to fix something that cant be fixed. And a startiling realazation as to how much damage Ive endured.
Not agreeing with a certain mindset.. but understanding, aproaching a few decisions. The main focal point is unveiling ...
Week 5 : mood :8 : NRG: 7